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the first day of Orientation 2 was the sian-est day of my NJ life. totally sux reallie. no..no...its nt the orientation thingy itself that sux. in fact i tink the junior OGLs did a great job, considering dat it was their first day in operation. it all started when JC and gang zhao-ed off from skool at ard 1000 hrs while I waited for VIcknesh to cum to skool....and den,everythin went against me. was thinkin of zhao-ing off too but in the end...i had to stone at a corner, me left to suffer from the mental torture concocted from the insianity of being lonely, blurring headaches and fever, and burning questions that haunt my mind every now and then. questions that should hav been answered long ago, but coz of my increasing stupidity, inactivity,headaches, and a nose-dive in energy-enthusiasm levels..anything in life can go unanswered/unmanaged/stand-still. in tis case, im still torn...whether to join council and face the possibility of a 24-hr-management-crisis or to join soccer and face the energy-suckin leeches of rigorous physical training.thank god, Vicknesh was there to salvage a bit of the fun part of myself.
orh well, seems like now's nt the best time to decide whats gd for me. but i had been given 3 mths to do it...and now its time to haf fun for Orientation2...sooo i guess tis will be a dark time for me, coz the qns...argh..they juz keep cuming back, whispering, whimpering, beggin me to ans their pleas...hahaha i nt sure y...but theres a corner in mind dat would say (in the old wizard, dumbledore-like voice) 'in the darkness, answer them!' (sounds familiar? haha)
on dat nite, i had to suffer more from rising body temperature...tho' actually tried to ignore it..coz im pretty sure it would be gone...my body's used to tat kind of unstable unexpected and unexplainable temperature fluctuations...but argh it got worse till a point where i decided nt for orientation the next day.
the next day (today)...i woke up late, for obvious reasons. i din eat panadol tablets and return to the comfort of the bed. no, instead i bathed, wore uniform and rushed like hell to NJ. i must prove to myself that im still enthu...and have to find that long-lost 'enthusiastiv touch' ever since i stepped down _____________. met jaime and gang there and got ourselves inyo a nuanhua-dominated OG. argh should haf gone to a more recognisable OG...like those led by Huilin etc...anyway, it started out badly..real bad. nuanhua ppl don seem to even care abt the minority (us). but as the day progressed, camaraderie was finally forged during the crazy, yet fun-filled station games. haf to admit..they're better than the first :D
eh continue next time ok? NEXT: the remedy...final words. good. byes....